DBSK won the "Best Representative of Asia' on MAMA '09 [21/11/09]!!!! Posted by cAbbaGe May 숙미 , Sunday, November 22, 2009 at 10:42 PM, in

Yahoo!!!!!! DBSK won the grandest award on MAMA 2009 despite they are going through the lawsuit~ Well,their hard work proves it all~^^ A big thank you for those who voted for our boys...I'm so glad and proud.. Though so,I'm still disappointed because only JaeChunSu went as representative of TVXQ to accept the award..HoMin were not able to attend as they are tied down to SM's contract...the speech they gave was really touching,especially JaeJoongie's. He said : "I don't know if they are watching this,but if they are watching, I would like to tell these two friends that i love them.Thank you." I wouldn't say that i cried hard,but the tears that fell down your cheeks as soon as you hear the speech,the feeling is far more than only sad... They couldn't even mention HoMin's name.... Jae was about to cry when he said that,but he managed to hold back his tears.Chunnie's eyes were teary,but he didn't cry. JaeChunSu have to act strong on behalf of TVXQ,as HoMin could not attend,and they couldn't cry because HoMin and Cassiopeia are watching.They have to act to tell us that they are doing fine.. It just hurts so much~ The feeling was so complicated..Love,hatred,sad,disappointment.
I was thrilled to hear fans shouting again for TVXQ..

It has been a long time since i heard those cheerings~ Some of them held the 믿어요 banner, and of course the fan-made products such as towels and fans..I read from HanLei eonni's blog that Cassies sang a TVXQ song during the commercial break,to cheer up JaeChunSu..I don't know what is that song,but i think those who were singing felt heartbroken too... Later,i got the news that Jae and Chun cried at the backstage/restroom,Junsu was comforting them~ man,that new was so heart wrecking.. Nevermind,cry your heart out oppas..At least you let us know that you do not mean to have this lawsuit thingy to become so worse like this.. And now there's rumours saying Mnet was behind all of this.. God,can't this just end faster and peacefully???? I really want to see TVXQ performing as 5 again on the stage... Some people say that it is not a problem for them if they leave SM,cuz they still have Avex's support in Japan..Yes,i knew that. But what i want is not only Tohoshinki,i want Dong Bang Shin Ki too!!!!

Anyway, congratulations to our beloved boys chosen as "the Best representative of Asia" in MAMA!!!! Cassiopeia will Always Keep The Faith!!! Keep faith in us too, oppa!!!!

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오빠, 너 지금 만이 힌을어 난 아라...괜찮아요,
왠나면 우리 "카시어페아" 오빠를 긑까지 믿어죠~
사랑해,동방신기~


*phrase of the day: It shouldn't have started,then it wouldn't become like this now...We are scared,because we don't know what will happen next.Though we are under those circumstances,we still choose to believe in you..Why? Because you brought love to us~