Yo people~ I'm back here blogging craps again.... Sorry to have thrown you aside for quite some time my bloggie...I'm kinda busy during that time...Internal tests almost everyday~~ Memorizing the map until i became cuckoo..And of course watching "You're Beautiful" drama..hohoho~ That drama is really..JJANG!!!!!!! *thumbs and toes up!!* I've fallen so into Jung Yong Hwa and Jang Geun Seok...A little bit of Yi Honggi and Park Shin Hye's cuteness..gosh~~ WHO IS THE SCRIPT WRITER AND DIRECTOR??!!! COME OUT NOW!!! cuz i wanna thank you so much!!! wahahahha~~~ Now i still can't get their names out of my mind..Shin Woo,Tae Gyeong,Jeremy and Mi Nam... Sometimes I even say "Ko Mi Nam" in Tae Gyeong's slang to myself... "Ko Mi Nam~" wahhahaha~~ *i think i'm crazy* And Shin Woo oppa,don't cry~~~ Everytime you cry or get disappointed,my heart feels so pain...So don't cry~~ But you were really..aghh~~~~ PERFECT!!!!!! Jeremy,you're too cute!!! omana~~ I always squeal when you do those kind of cute expressions~~ Hwang Tae Gyeong..Ugh...How can i not love you?? Kiss me next time to let me see stars~~ hhahahaha....When Mi Nam cries,i'll cry along too....How can you not cry when you see her suffering alone,especially when she sang '말도 없이'.... And the Reporter Kim...My god...Can i slam a chair on his bald head??? So annoying and frustrating~~ 정밀 짜증나!!!! I think he has face problem..that's why~ Not forgetting Manager Ma...hahahha~You're too funny!!!!! If i have the body and face like Wang Coordi,i'll surely wear like her style..Those neon make ups~ woohoo~~~ Love it!!!! There's gonna be a Season 2..and the end of the Season 1 shows the Star necklace..geez... I may consider to buy that~~ haha...
By the way,I've had my hair short now~ Various comments i've heard from others~ Most of them got heart attack when they first saw me in short hair...hahahhah~~ Well,6 years of long hair is boring..So cut it short once in a while isn't a bad idea to me~ Hair will grow longer,its the time that matters~ I'm okay with that... The hairstylist is really...THE BEST I'VE EVER MET!!!!! His name is James,and is a korean,working together with his wife Michelle~ Their hair saloon name is KOSVOUGE a.k.a. Park Chul's hair saloon,located at Desa Sri Hartamas~ My abeoji brought me there.I didn't make an appoinment that time,so I kinda like barge in to their shop..James said that I should make an appointment before i come,and declined to cut my hair...But I told him that i was only free on that day,and made a pitiful face~ *this really works...that's why i'm proud to be a girl!* And he agreed to cut my hair..He touched my hair,and look at the length,and suggest some hairstyle that i am suitable to..I got the hairstyle similar to Yoon Eun Hye's,but slightly longer... My legs were shaking down under,cuz i don't know what will it came out to be....Then slowly after the hairwash and blow dry..jiang jiang!!! My new hairstyle is done!!!!! James gave me a satisfied smile and said to me: Not used to it right?? And i replied : *smile* I was taken aback by my own self reflection in the mirror..I look like a korean!!!! That's why,you want a korean hairstyle,go find a korean hairstylist...The haircut was RM70....Affordable,and up to expectation~ I said 'kamsahamnida' and 'annyeong hikyeseyo' to them before i leave,but i missed James..mianhae~ I will definitely make an appointment next time~~ Sorry for that day...Most of them said the haircut was nice,and i really think it do..Because even the foreign worker that likes long hair said i look nice....Before this,i had a haircut too..and he kept scolding me for cutting it short..But now with this hair,he didn't say anything much,and continue to play with me~~ The problen is the fringe..gahh...I'm used to have fringe at the side and long,but now i have a short fringe,ITS HOT!!!!! After i take off my cap,the hair felts like after shower...
Bought 5 pair of earrings at Leisure Mall this wednesday~ 3 out of 5 were Star design...And now MI Nam's necklace...hmm~ Since when i did i start to like the Star shape?? I thinks it is because of TVXQ.The 5 shining stars of the universe.. hahahhah~~ Star = byeol
i want Shin Woo oppa's earring!!!!
*Changmin's drama :Paradise Ranch" will be aired on KBS2!!! woohoo~~~
SHOPPING~~ Please~~
gahh.. I want to go shopping with my friends!!!!!! Or my mum~~ I've not done my CNY shooping spree yet..CNY is just around the corner,what am i going to wear?? This is a freaking disaster!!!! TT___________TT And I still need to replenish my cosmetic products~ My make-up remover,my gel eye liner. Possibilities of getting all of it at The Face Shop....Etude House is also not bad,but as i've mentioned before,sometimes the products are too toyish~ It looks pretty and cute,but the quality of it...Okay,it depends on each individuals~ I prefer The Face Shop,especially the mascara..Gosh,I just love it!!! Though its not black enough,but still,i love it~ If TFS can improve on their packaging,I think it will attract more teenagers to buy...Cuz sometimes the packaging looks like it's meant for 아주마 to use~~ As the saying goes: Every cent pays it off well. The price range is higher,but the results are 짱!!!!
Besides from my cosmetics...Ahh~ BAG!!! I need a new bag~~ I'm thinking of 1 that is black with tacks on it..Abit of rock style...My shoes too~ But I'm not sure if I would really buy a black one,cuz I don't really like the color black~ maybe a deep purple will do too~~ And I'm gonna buy maybe 2 pieces of dress, a short coat, and hoodies!!!! I'm so into hoodies these days...And of course accessories~ a few pair of earrings(maybe buying from aunty~) and fashion rings....Hmm..What else??? Yeah,tank tops!!! I've already bought 1,but I think i will buy another 2 more...And not forgetting the Blincon contact lens...RM80 for 3 months,I'll give it a try (since it's from Korea~XD)
Days are slow and hard....I don't know why i'm feeling that nowadays~ At work,at home & at school....But time flies when I watch Hwang Jini.... kyaa~~~ Though i will cry everytime i watch this drama,but this drama is really good!!! I got to see alot of gorgeous hanbok,and understand more of Korean traditional culture...Hwang Jini fever now!!!! Thanks alot to my Ye Ji eonni for recommending this drama to me~ ^^ Anyway,JUST ACCOMPANY ME TO GO SHOPPING!!!! AND HAIRCUT!!!!!!!! Oh my god..Haircut..The hardest part.... About getting my hair with color,i think i will have to wait until my birthday.. Nevertheless, Ye Ji eonni will be going to pasar malam with me tonight..Yahooo!!!!!
Besides from my cosmetics...Ahh~ BAG!!! I need a new bag~~ I'm thinking of 1 that is black with tacks on it..Abit of rock style...My shoes too~ But I'm not sure if I would really buy a black one,cuz I don't really like the color black~ maybe a deep purple will do too~~ And I'm gonna buy maybe 2 pieces of dress, a short coat, and hoodies!!!! I'm so into hoodies these days...And of course accessories~ a few pair of earrings(maybe buying from aunty~) and fashion rings....Hmm..What else??? Yeah,tank tops!!! I've already bought 1,but I think i will buy another 2 more...And not forgetting the Blincon contact lens...RM80 for 3 months,I'll give it a try (since it's from Korea~XD)
Days are slow and hard....I don't know why i'm feeling that nowadays~ At work,at home & at school....But time flies when I watch Hwang Jini.... kyaa~~~ Though i will cry everytime i watch this drama,but this drama is really good!!! I got to see alot of gorgeous hanbok,and understand more of Korean traditional culture...Hwang Jini fever now!!!! Thanks alot to my Ye Ji eonni for recommending this drama to me~ ^^ Anyway,JUST ACCOMPANY ME TO GO SHOPPING!!!! AND HAIRCUT!!!!!!!! Oh my god..Haircut..The hardest part.... About getting my hair with color,i think i will have to wait until my birthday.. Nevertheless, Ye Ji eonni will be going to pasar malam with me tonight..Yahooo!!!!!
Changmin ahh~~ our dear TVXQ's maknae...
My friend from Facebook posted some unseen footage of Changmin,helping his hyeongs when they were going through a hard time...This is what the update was:
When his hyungs are in a difficult spot, the youngest steps out to support them. On DBSK's 4th comeback stage, all the members caught a cold, on that day Jaejoong's condition was the most serious. Now please watch Changmin. Jaejoong who is affected by his cold is finding it hard to sing. Changmin is watching him worriedly. Once his part is over, he turns to watch Jaejoong again. He continues to watch Jaejoong to make sure he's okay. During the adlib part, Changmin watches Jaejoong struggle with the notes and watches him worriedly. Even though Jaejoong sings well, Changmin still seems to be unsettled and worried. 2007.11.16 THSK is performing Forever Love. On that day, everyone was down with a cold again. It was hard on all of them once again, but Junsu particularly was hit the hardest. Once again, observe Changmin. Changmin who is watching Junsu from time to time. When Junsu has to hit his high notes, his voice sounds like he is struggling. Changmin continues to watch over Junsu. Suddenly, he raises his mike and follows Junsu's high notes. (@1.46, OMG I never even noticed although I've watched this performance tens of times. Compared this with the original Forever Love performance in Bigeast and this is supposed to be Junsu's solo.) Changmin is still worried and keeps continues watching Junsu. Listen to it one more time, Changmin's voice is supporting Junsu's. YH: our youngest, changmin. actually although we joke around a lot, Changmin has the deepest thoughts in thsk, and he knows how to manage and support this hyungs well. There are times where Changmin displays his charm as the youngest but there are also times that he is as mature as his hyungs. Your thoughts are always the deepest; one whom THSK cannot do without. An important presence, Shim Changmin. Thanks for the tip, ekin_hardy Video: TohoDancoFighto + makirain + YUAERUBI Credit: candy_swirlz@dbsg
This is the video clip: (embedding disabled by request)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ajxfMG5JWY
Omo..I never knew that..Especially the LITI part..I thought it was just a pose or something similar because normally,when singers sing ballads,they don't often look at the screen.. i thought it was just normal of him to be standing in their position..I didn't know that the worried face he showed was not to express the sad and deep feelings in the song,but to really worry Jaejoong deep from his heart... I think all of us missed that part right?? ALL OF US did~
And the 'Forever Love' part...I have not seen this performance before *they have too much..agree??* But when i saw this,I know that Junsu was not feeling well that time..The song was a little bit off tune during the middle part...And the moment Junsu sings the high note, Changmin raised his mic,and that was only about 2 seconds on screen..He supported Junsu's high note part..He didn't want Junsu to be embarassed and felt guilty due to his cold that will ruin the song...So he sang along too~ How considerate of him~~
I'm in tears after i finished watching the video~ That is why I love you Shim Changmin..That is why I fell in love with you~ I was attracted to Yunho at first when I first knew TVXQ..But when I had a real good look at you guys' profiles and photos, your mezmerising eyes caught my attention..From that moment onwards,I fell deeply in love with you..So deep that I knew I couldn't live without you~
So listen up 심창민!! Stay single for me until we both meet in Korea!!!!!!! We'll have an unforgettable dating experience together,and be the best couple ever!!!! We'll get married too!!!!!!!!! UNDERSTAND??!!! YOU AND I ARE DESTINIED TO BE TOGETHER!!! 사랑해~~~
This is the photo You caught me with~ I can't escape now~~
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For your latest info, I'm still on a cold war with him...Everyone said I should be more generous because I'm the elder one.He didn't do it on purpose too~ I actually DID have this thought too... Then i told myself, okay~ Just forgive him...I will download all the songs again..Pictures~~ Haizz..Someday...Somehow.. But when i log in to the website where I normally download all their albums there,I can't download any of it!!!!! SHIT!!!!! The anger and those bad memories just came back and blew up my brain~ So sorry...Forgiveness not given!!!!!!!!!!!!
When his hyungs are in a difficult spot, the youngest steps out to support them. On DBSK's 4th comeback stage, all the members caught a cold, on that day Jaejoong's condition was the most serious. Now please watch Changmin. Jaejoong who is affected by his cold is finding it hard to sing. Changmin is watching him worriedly. Once his part is over, he turns to watch Jaejoong again. He continues to watch Jaejoong to make sure he's okay. During the adlib part, Changmin watches Jaejoong struggle with the notes and watches him worriedly. Even though Jaejoong sings well, Changmin still seems to be unsettled and worried. 2007.11.16 THSK is performing Forever Love. On that day, everyone was down with a cold again. It was hard on all of them once again, but Junsu particularly was hit the hardest. Once again, observe Changmin. Changmin who is watching Junsu from time to time. When Junsu has to hit his high notes, his voice sounds like he is struggling. Changmin continues to watch over Junsu. Suddenly, he raises his mike and follows Junsu's high notes. (@1.46, OMG I never even noticed although I've watched this performance tens of times. Compared this with the original Forever Love performance in Bigeast and this is supposed to be Junsu's solo.) Changmin is still worried and keeps continues watching Junsu. Listen to it one more time, Changmin's voice is supporting Junsu's. YH: our youngest, changmin. actually although we joke around a lot, Changmin has the deepest thoughts in thsk, and he knows how to manage and support this hyungs well. There are times where Changmin displays his charm as the youngest but there are also times that he is as mature as his hyungs. Your thoughts are always the deepest; one whom THSK cannot do without. An important presence, Shim Changmin. Thanks for the tip, ekin_hardy Video: TohoDancoFighto + makirain + YUAERUBI Credit: candy_swirlz@dbsg
This is the video clip: (embedding disabled by request)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ajxfMG5JWY
Omo..I never knew that..Especially the LITI part..I thought it was just a pose or something similar because normally,when singers sing ballads,they don't often look at the screen.. i thought it was just normal of him to be standing in their position..I didn't know that the worried face he showed was not to express the sad and deep feelings in the song,but to really worry Jaejoong deep from his heart... I think all of us missed that part right?? ALL OF US did~
And the 'Forever Love' part...I have not seen this performance before *they have too much..agree??* But when i saw this,I know that Junsu was not feeling well that time..The song was a little bit off tune during the middle part...And the moment Junsu sings the high note, Changmin raised his mic,and that was only about 2 seconds on screen..He supported Junsu's high note part..He didn't want Junsu to be embarassed and felt guilty due to his cold that will ruin the song...So he sang along too~ How considerate of him~~
I'm in tears after i finished watching the video~ That is why I love you Shim Changmin..That is why I fell in love with you~ I was attracted to Yunho at first when I first knew TVXQ..But when I had a real good look at you guys' profiles and photos, your mezmerising eyes caught my attention..From that moment onwards,I fell deeply in love with you..So deep that I knew I couldn't live without you~
So listen up 심창민!! Stay single for me until we both meet in Korea!!!!!!! We'll have an unforgettable dating experience together,and be the best couple ever!!!! We'll get married too!!!!!!!!! UNDERSTAND??!!! YOU AND I ARE DESTINIED TO BE TOGETHER!!! 사랑해~~~
This is the photo You caught me with~ I can't escape now~~______________________________________________________________________________________
For your latest info, I'm still on a cold war with him...Everyone said I should be more generous because I'm the elder one.He didn't do it on purpose too~ I actually DID have this thought too... Then i told myself, okay~ Just forgive him...I will download all the songs again..Pictures~~ Haizz..Someday...Somehow.. But when i log in to the website where I normally download all their albums there,I can't download any of it!!!!! SHIT!!!!! The anger and those bad memories just came back and blew up my brain~ So sorry...Forgiveness not given!!!!!!!!!!!!
TVXQ reconciled with SM???
Oh My God~ Is this real?? TVXQ reconciled with SM??? jin jja??? jeongmal??? I got this news from a friend of mine in fb...But when i check HanLei eonni's blog,it's still updated about this news,so kinda doubt it abit~~ But..What if they really did reconciled?? Cuz the news seems so real,and it states that they will be starting their activities soon....Should i be happy or sad now?? I'm not sure...I was happy at first when i saw the news,cuz we can finally see the 5 of them together again!!! I feel like screaming my head off at that time,but it was 3am in the morning..If i did that,my mum would kill me~ ahahahah~~~~ But then,after I calmed down from the excitement,i started to think...Didn't they filed a lawsuit against SM cuz they didn't have enough rest and about the labour contract?? If they really reconciled with SM,doesn't it mean that they have to endure the pain again???Having sleepless nights again,overworking again???? Since the news of reconciliation has not yet to be confirmed, I hope everything would be alright...I hope they can continue their activities as 동방신기 again, 5 together as 1 again~~ Anyway,after reading the news,i had a great night... I have not been able to sleep well for the past 2 months due to over crying~hahhaha~~ But now,everything looks great and bright~~ It seems that hope has arrived!!!! ^^
*qiang qiang!!!* Our TVXQ oppa's 29th single - Break Out! mv has finally released!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omana~~ oppas are so effin' sizzling hot!!!!!!! The mv concept is quite similar to Survivor,but who cares?? Its THEIR song anyway!!!! wahahahahah~~ Though there is no scene of the 5 of them together,but it's their mv anyway~~ I don't care eh eh eh eh eh~~~ My hubby Changmin~ Gosh!!! He's so handsome!!!! But he has gotten alot thinner.. Oppa,please eat more~~ You are already skinny enough~~ I've saw some photos of you while you were filming your new drama in Brisbane..You are too skinny!!!! So thin and so weak!!! You just wait~ When i come to korea i will make sure that you are eating enough~ I don't mind if I have to spend all my money on your food,as long as you don't lose anymore weight~ By the way, did anyone realized that the 할아버지 in the mv is Junsu?? It is so funny!!! He still wanna act cool and say: Break Out~ LMAO~~~~ Junsu yah~~~ You're too cute!!!! Jaejoong is no doubt to be cool and mysterious...Feel like wanna rush to him and hug him tight~ As for Yunho, he looks like a mannequin!!!! Yucheon in the opening part singing : I'll keep praying, don't forget it, baby we Keep The Faith eternally!!! kyaa~~ feel like asking all Cassiopeias to shout together!!!! He's gotten more fit now~~ ^^ hah~~~~ There's just too many things to talk about them..Why?? Cuz they are the best group in the world - 동방신기!!!!!!!
ish~~ Now Bigeast is selling merchandises,and i wanted to buy them so badly..But I've alreasy pre-ordered 4 CD....How can?? Now there is another one,the Tohoshinki Best Collection 2010 .. Geez,if I don't buy that,I will hate myself forever..Guess I'm gonna call up My Star aunty soon.... ahh~~ But the Bigeast merchandise....*pulling my hair~* Anyone can buy it for me??? Or just give me money to buy it!!!! Help me!! Save me!!!! I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!!
Below are the merchandises:
mini tote bag
commuter pass case
Post-it notes
Aren't they too cute??? How can i not buy them?? But I have to find ways to get money first~~ hahahahaha~~And their Tohoshinki Best Collection 2010
*pic credits: Source: Bigeast’s mu-mo shop
Credits: linhkawaii @ OneTVXQ.com { One World. One Red Ocean. One TVXQ! }
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We'll keep praying, We won't forget it, Oppa we will Keep The Faith eternally!!!!
동방신기 만세!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Enjoy the Break Out mv~
*qiang qiang!!!* Our TVXQ oppa's 29th single - Break Out! mv has finally released!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omana~~ oppas are so effin' sizzling hot!!!!!!! The mv concept is quite similar to Survivor,but who cares?? Its THEIR song anyway!!!! wahahahahah~~ Though there is no scene of the 5 of them together,but it's their mv anyway~~ I don't care eh eh eh eh eh~~~ My hubby Changmin~ Gosh!!! He's so handsome!!!! But he has gotten alot thinner.. Oppa,please eat more~~ You are already skinny enough~~ I've saw some photos of you while you were filming your new drama in Brisbane..You are too skinny!!!! So thin and so weak!!! You just wait~ When i come to korea i will make sure that you are eating enough~ I don't mind if I have to spend all my money on your food,as long as you don't lose anymore weight~ By the way, did anyone realized that the 할아버지 in the mv is Junsu?? It is so funny!!! He still wanna act cool and say: Break Out~ LMAO~~~~ Junsu yah~~~ You're too cute!!!! Jaejoong is no doubt to be cool and mysterious...Feel like wanna rush to him and hug him tight~ As for Yunho, he looks like a mannequin!!!! Yucheon in the opening part singing : I'll keep praying, don't forget it, baby we Keep The Faith eternally!!! kyaa~~ feel like asking all Cassiopeias to shout together!!!! He's gotten more fit now~~ ^^ hah~~~~ There's just too many things to talk about them..Why?? Cuz they are the best group in the world - 동방신기!!!!!!!
ish~~ Now Bigeast is selling merchandises,and i wanted to buy them so badly..But I've alreasy pre-ordered 4 CD....How can?? Now there is another one,the Tohoshinki Best Collection 2010 .. Geez,if I don't buy that,I will hate myself forever..Guess I'm gonna call up My Star aunty soon.... ahh~~ But the Bigeast merchandise....*pulling my hair~* Anyone can buy it for me??? Or just give me money to buy it!!!! Help me!! Save me!!!! I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!!
Below are the merchandises:
mini tote bag
commuter pass case
Post-it notes
Aren't they too cute??? How can i not buy them?? But I have to find ways to get money first~~ hahahahaha~~And their Tohoshinki Best Collection 2010
*pic credits: Source: Bigeast’s mu-mo shop
Credits: linhkawaii @ OneTVXQ.com { One World. One Red Ocean. One TVXQ! }
Shared by: sharingyoochun.net,Hanleidbsk.wordpress.com
We'll keep praying, We won't forget it, Oppa we will Keep The Faith eternally!!!!
동방신기 만세!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Enjoy the Break Out mv~
BEAST~~~
ohohoho~~~ I've gotten myself into hiatus mode again~~ one of BEAST member : Jang Hyun Seung.. is driving me crazy!!! ahh~~~~ Well,actually,there is another one, name Yong Jun Hyeong,but I'm not that crazy about him~~ hahaha~~ Oh my god~~ Hyun Seung is so cute!!! Actually,when I first saw BEAST on Music Bank, I dislike Hyun Seung cuz he has the toilet bowl hairstyle that i hated most~I focus more on Jun Hyeong..But then,when the song 'Mystery' came out..BANG!!!! He had a haircut and looked great in the suit!!!! kyaa~~~~ And of course the head movement..Gosh~ I'm so into him nowadays!!!!
I thought he was the maknae for the group,cuz he has a cute baby face...But then it turns out to be Yo Seob..Well,nevermind~~ As long as he's there~ kakaxx~~ And i too found out that he was a former member of Big Bang!!!! Woah~~~ His stage name was SO-1 then....He was dropped out due to his shyness...But thank god,he came back as a man in BEAST~ muahahahahhaahaha~~~ *sorry..i know i sound like a maniac~~ XP* I started searching for their pictures on facebook [actually I was searching for HIS photos,not BEAST photos..] and i bumped into some~~ But most of them were pictures of him during the 'Bad Girl' times,so i don't really get much recent photos of him~
I watched Music Bank today,and their performance today is too CUTE!!!! hahah~~ I'm not sure Hyun Seung forgot his moves,or missed the rhythm for that 2 seconds,but i spotted it~ wahh~~ He is so cute standing there stunned..hahahah~~ And then when the camera focuses on him,he smiled to hide his mistakes~~ So damn freaking cute!!!! kyaa~~~~ I can't stop laughing and screaming.. *Hyun Seung cuteness overflowing~~* and luckily,i found the performance for today..Thanks to the uploader at Youtube - popkisssicle3... And I'm into Jang Geun Suk, Taemin and Eun Ji Won too!!!! Oh my god~~ They are too cute and random!!!!! Gahh~~~ Suddenly i feel like I am already a nuna, who like all those guys which are cute.. But I'm only 18+ this year!!!!! NO~~~~~~~~ But now only Taemin is younger than me..Jang Geun Suk, Hyun Seung and Eun Ji Won are older than me..So I can still call them oppa~~ hohohohoho~~
Hmm~~ Changminnie went to Brisbane a few days ago..JaeJoong,YuCheon and YuHwan followed suit..Then Junsu went too~~Yunho..I think he was visiting his grandmother at the hospital at that time..But some said he went... hah...How i wish to see the 5 of them hanging around together~~ If not because of the lawsuit..Everything will be perfect~ Finished watching 'Dating On Earth' to... Star cast by wuli TVXQ oppas~~ Cried alot,cuz i can finally see the 5 of them together,and speaking in korean~~ It may sound stupid to some of you out there, but it is a great treasure to us Cassiopeia... TVXQ, we'll Always Keep The Faith!!!! mideoyo~~~ ^^
@ Hyun Seung ahh~~ the one in orange hair~~
Enjoy~
I thought he was the maknae for the group,cuz he has a cute baby face...But then it turns out to be Yo Seob..Well,nevermind~~ As long as he's there~ kakaxx~~ And i too found out that he was a former member of Big Bang!!!! Woah~~~ His stage name was SO-1 then....He was dropped out due to his shyness...But thank god,he came back as a man in BEAST~ muahahahahhaahaha~~~ *sorry..i know i sound like a maniac~~ XP* I started searching for their pictures on facebook [actually I was searching for HIS photos,not BEAST photos..] and i bumped into some~~ But most of them were pictures of him during the 'Bad Girl' times,so i don't really get much recent photos of him~
I watched Music Bank today,and their performance today is too CUTE!!!! hahah~~ I'm not sure Hyun Seung forgot his moves,or missed the rhythm for that 2 seconds,but i spotted it~ wahh~~ He is so cute standing there stunned..hahahah~~ And then when the camera focuses on him,he smiled to hide his mistakes~~ So damn freaking cute!!!! kyaa~~~~ I can't stop laughing and screaming.. *Hyun Seung cuteness overflowing~~* and luckily,i found the performance for today..Thanks to the uploader at Youtube - popkisssicle3... And I'm into Jang Geun Suk, Taemin and Eun Ji Won too!!!! Oh my god~~ They are too cute and random!!!!! Gahh~~~ Suddenly i feel like I am already a nuna, who like all those guys which are cute.. But I'm only 18+ this year!!!!! NO~~~~~~~~ But now only Taemin is younger than me..Jang Geun Suk, Hyun Seung and Eun Ji Won are older than me..So I can still call them oppa~~ hohohohoho~~
Hmm~~ Changminnie went to Brisbane a few days ago..JaeJoong,YuCheon and YuHwan followed suit..Then Junsu went too~~Yunho..I think he was visiting his grandmother at the hospital at that time..But some said he went... hah...How i wish to see the 5 of them hanging around together~~ If not because of the lawsuit..Everything will be perfect~ Finished watching 'Dating On Earth' to... Star cast by wuli TVXQ oppas~~ Cried alot,cuz i can finally see the 5 of them together,and speaking in korean~~ It may sound stupid to some of you out there, but it is a great treasure to us Cassiopeia... TVXQ, we'll Always Keep The Faith!!!! mideoyo~~~ ^^
@ Hyun Seung ahh~~ the one in orange hair~~
Enjoy~
I'm crying too much these days~~
I'm crying too much these few days~~ I've gotten more sensitive nowadays... Just because he pressed the wrong button,i lost everything... He crossed the line... That is a crime, a crime similar to murder..Losing all my data about TVXQ,is just like hopes no longer exist in this world... Do you know that kind of feeling?? I bet you don't, cuz you haven't found what you truly like yet... Sometimes,sorry does not mean everything. There are things that could be forgiven, it is because you have not crossed the bottom line. Once you crossed it, no matter what you do to seek for forgiveness,it is just UNFORGIVABLE.. Yes, UNFORGIVABLE~~~ Remember that word...Whenever I hear your voice or see your face,the anger immediately flares in my body... That is why i chose to ignore you,and refuse to talk to you... The pain is too much to bear... She said she would rather to see me shouting at him,scold him or beat him than to have a cold war with him...But sorry..If I really do that, he would have been dead by now.I would have scolded him until he lost his pride,and have beaten him to death.. That is why i chose to have cold war... Forgive me for doing this~
Yes, I do cry while watching dramas..But crying everyday on my own now, I can't control it.. Every time i heard or saw their articles, tears come out uncontrollably~ Even when i look at the posters in my room,i can't stop crying..Before THIS happened, I will look at the posters and smile,but now,its totally opposite...I need to listen to your songs everyday before THIS happened,but now i hardly play your songs on my music playlist...How long is THIS going to last??? How long do i still need to wait??? How long?? I'm heartsick and in pain now.. Sometimes I would think selfishly, can't you just endure it for us?? Then I don't have to suffer everyday like this now...
After watching your performance in KHK...Yup,the 5 of you are together..But the feeling is different already..It always was 5 together as ONE, but that day's performance...Its no longer 1~~I can feel that there is a gap between you guys now..Before,the 5 of you will have the same gestures, perfect teamwork, eye contact with members when singing..But that day, you guys showed different emotions, you don't have the shine in your eyes anymore, and no eye contact at all with your members...The atmosphere was awkward... i would normally cry to this song,but that day, i cried because i feel we are getting further apart... What is Tohoshinki without Dong Bang Shin Ki?? You tell me~~TELL ME!!!!!! I'm afraid that i might have a breakdown someday...I don't know when,and I don't know what will i do that time.. I don't like the me now~~ I really don't... I'm usually the toughest among my friends,but now i feel so small and weak....I don't have anyone to hang on now,because THIS happened....
And on yesterday,i watched the KBS music awards...Congratulations on the group who won, but then, they made a huge mistake... They made the same dance as you did,the sexy back ending pose..And damn it,I was furious. I wanted to throw the remote control at that time,but she was beside me,so I couldn't...What do they mean by this??? Is this a kind of humuliation??? I was so disappointed,and sad..I was screaming my head off that time,but after they did it..I thought of you,and i started to cry again...
I'm tired, I'm heartsick, I'm in pain, I'm alone, I'm cold now..but I will still keep on waiting, because I know you won't leave us alone...
Always Keep The Faith~ I love you, Dong Bang Shin Ki....
* If i had to cry until i became blind to have you 5 back together as 1, I am willing to~
Yes, I do cry while watching dramas..But crying everyday on my own now, I can't control it.. Every time i heard or saw their articles, tears come out uncontrollably~ Even when i look at the posters in my room,i can't stop crying..Before THIS happened, I will look at the posters and smile,but now,its totally opposite...I need to listen to your songs everyday before THIS happened,but now i hardly play your songs on my music playlist...How long is THIS going to last??? How long do i still need to wait??? How long?? I'm heartsick and in pain now.. Sometimes I would think selfishly, can't you just endure it for us?? Then I don't have to suffer everyday like this now...
After watching your performance in KHK...Yup,the 5 of you are together..But the feeling is different already..It always was 5 together as ONE, but that day's performance...Its no longer 1~~I can feel that there is a gap between you guys now..Before,the 5 of you will have the same gestures, perfect teamwork, eye contact with members when singing..But that day, you guys showed different emotions, you don't have the shine in your eyes anymore, and no eye contact at all with your members...The atmosphere was awkward... i would normally cry to this song,but that day, i cried because i feel we are getting further apart... What is Tohoshinki without Dong Bang Shin Ki?? You tell me~~TELL ME!!!!!! I'm afraid that i might have a breakdown someday...I don't know when,and I don't know what will i do that time.. I don't like the me now~~ I really don't... I'm usually the toughest among my friends,but now i feel so small and weak....I don't have anyone to hang on now,because THIS happened....
And on yesterday,i watched the KBS music awards...Congratulations on the group who won, but then, they made a huge mistake... They made the same dance as you did,the sexy back ending pose..And damn it,I was furious. I wanted to throw the remote control at that time,but she was beside me,so I couldn't...What do they mean by this??? Is this a kind of humuliation??? I was so disappointed,and sad..I was screaming my head off that time,but after they did it..I thought of you,and i started to cry again...
I'm tired, I'm heartsick, I'm in pain, I'm alone, I'm cold now..but I will still keep on waiting, because I know you won't leave us alone...
Always Keep The Faith~ I love you, Dong Bang Shin Ki....
* If i had to cry until i became blind to have you 5 back together as 1, I am willing to~
26th of December~
It's 26th of December.
The day after Christmas, a few days before new year.
Should we celebrate, or should we regret?
It is now the time to review what we've done throughout the year.
It is now the time to wake up from the past.
But, is it really the time now?? Tell me...
We should be celebrating by now.
We should be together by now.
But why now? Why at this time??
If it is so hard, you should have told us.
You should have told us earlier..
Why didn't you?? Why??
Why did you endured it all on your own like a fool, which nobody cares??
Why did you take up all the responsibilities to make us laugh,but cry on your own?
Why did you pretend to be strong,when you are so weak and needed someone to rely on?
Why?? Why didn't you tell us??
I'm sorry, that I didn't know you had to go through this on your own.
i'm sorry, that I didn't know you had to cry alone.
i'm sorry, that we became a burden to you.
I'm sorry, that we couldn't be beside you now.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry. And I'm sorry that we couldn't do anything,but just to feel sorry...
Yes, we are fools. Both of us are fools...
Fools that only care for others,
and chose to ignore themselves.
Fools that try to make others happy,
though they are suffering on their own.
Fools, who chose to believe others no matter what they say,because they have faith in them.
And we are fools,
who will be happy when others are happy.
i'm sad, because I couldn't find a word to match up the most beautiful word in the world,
that is 행복...
The word 행복 couldn't be defines through words.
You need to feel it, experience it, and have it to really know what it means.
It is a feeling that couldn't be explained,for it is too wonderful to describe it.
I only knew the word 행복 after i met you.
I'm glad that you brought me the most beautiful word on Earth.
Since you brought me the most beautiful word on Earth, I knew I can't turn back.
you've stolen my soul, stolen my heart.
it's a crazy love that I have to admit.
i will do everything I can to prove that my love is real.
To be able to tell others how much I love you, that is the greatest thing in my life...
For the past 5 years, we've seen how much you have grown.
From a boy. to a man.
From a pure voice, to now this angelic voice.
You have grown up so much...
Much matured,much far-sighted,
much more charismatic, much more lovable.
but at the same time, we can see,
your frowns, your depression,
your stress, your frights,
and your tears coming down.
you know how much it hurts to see your love ones to cry right?? It really, really, really, really hits you hard down there. it suffocates you, it frightens you... it makes you just wanna be by their side right away, and hug them in your arms tight, protecting them from the evil, because we don't want to experience that feeling again...
I thought we will be celebrating your 6th anniversary today as like before.
i really thought everything will be okay.
I really thought so..
But, I guess, you couldn't take it anymore.
You decided to free yourself now.
You decided to take a rest now.
You decided to let people know the truth now.
All of us were shocked to know that at first, but we were on your side.
We only believe statements that you made,
and done various things to support you.
It's just to show our love, show our support, and let you know that,
WE are here for you...
But then, rumors started spreading around.
Both parties said different things.
News that people receive differ from varieties.
To be honest, I hated you at that time.
I hated you, because you were so selfish.
Because of your selfishness, you made everyone suffer from sleepless nights.
Because of your selfishness, you made countless people shed tears.
Because of your selfishness, people look down on us.
And because of your selfishness...Your selfishness..
You made us feel like an outsider,
when we thought we were always there for you,supporting you.
and yet you didn't even tell us what hardships you have been through.
Confused and unable to think straight at that time, i broke into tears so many times.
it felt like something important has disappeared.
It felt like the trust I always had in you, was betrayed.
it felt like oxygen being sucked out from the Earth, unable to breathe.
It felt like DEATH...
Frankly speaking, I thought of suicide for the first time in my life.
I always think that suicide, is the most stupid way of solving problems, and i never approve of that.
But for the really first time, I thought of it...
I told my friends about it, and they say I'm crazy.
Why?? Cuz you are like oxygen to me.
Without you, how can i go on??
As time goes by, things are getting clearer.
You showed us your persistence,
you showed us your love and faith.
And in return, we gained back our trust in you.
We decided to keep the faith in you.
Some may have left, but we are still here for you.
We believe the decisions you made,
we respect the decisions you made.
Because we know we are unable to separate from each other now.
This, had made our bonds became stronger, trust greater, existence forever..
I hope this will end soon, and end peacefully.
I hope no one gets hurt.
I just want you guys to smile again, smile again with your hearts..That's all...
I too, hope there will be the 7th anniversary, 8th anniversary, 9th anniversary, 10 anniversary and keep going on until we are too weak to breathe together.
until then, we will meet each other in heaven, and continue our love there~
TVXQ!, Cassiopeia will be fighting together with you!!!! Let us
Always Keep The Faith~
no matter you are
동방신기,TVXQ!, TVfXQ, Tohoshinki, Gods Rising From The East, Dong Bang Shin Ki, or
东方神起,
you are still the 5 guys that we will love eternally~~
윤호 U-Know
창민 Max
재중 Hero
유천 Micky
준수 Xiah
*Always 5, Forever 5, Eternal 5~
사랑해요, 믿어요....
The day after Christmas, a few days before new year.
Should we celebrate, or should we regret?
It is now the time to review what we've done throughout the year.
It is now the time to wake up from the past.
But, is it really the time now?? Tell me...
We should be celebrating by now.
We should be together by now.
But why now? Why at this time??
If it is so hard, you should have told us.
You should have told us earlier..
Why didn't you?? Why??
Why did you endured it all on your own like a fool, which nobody cares??
Why did you take up all the responsibilities to make us laugh,but cry on your own?
Why did you pretend to be strong,when you are so weak and needed someone to rely on?
Why?? Why didn't you tell us??
I'm sorry, that I didn't know you had to go through this on your own.
i'm sorry, that I didn't know you had to cry alone.
i'm sorry, that we became a burden to you.
I'm sorry, that we couldn't be beside you now.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry. And I'm sorry that we couldn't do anything,but just to feel sorry...
Yes, we are fools. Both of us are fools...
Fools that only care for others,
and chose to ignore themselves.
Fools that try to make others happy,
though they are suffering on their own.
Fools, who chose to believe others no matter what they say,because they have faith in them.
And we are fools,
who will be happy when others are happy.
i'm sad, because I couldn't find a word to match up the most beautiful word in the world,
that is 행복...
The word 행복 couldn't be defines through words.
You need to feel it, experience it, and have it to really know what it means.
It is a feeling that couldn't be explained,for it is too wonderful to describe it.
I only knew the word 행복 after i met you.
I'm glad that you brought me the most beautiful word on Earth.
Since you brought me the most beautiful word on Earth, I knew I can't turn back.
you've stolen my soul, stolen my heart.
it's a crazy love that I have to admit.
i will do everything I can to prove that my love is real.
To be able to tell others how much I love you, that is the greatest thing in my life...
For the past 5 years, we've seen how much you have grown.
From a boy. to a man.
From a pure voice, to now this angelic voice.
You have grown up so much...
Much matured,much far-sighted,
much more charismatic, much more lovable.
but at the same time, we can see,
your frowns, your depression,
your stress, your frights,
and your tears coming down.
you know how much it hurts to see your love ones to cry right?? It really, really, really, really hits you hard down there. it suffocates you, it frightens you... it makes you just wanna be by their side right away, and hug them in your arms tight, protecting them from the evil, because we don't want to experience that feeling again...
I thought we will be celebrating your 6th anniversary today as like before.
i really thought everything will be okay.
I really thought so..
But, I guess, you couldn't take it anymore.
You decided to free yourself now.
You decided to take a rest now.
You decided to let people know the truth now.
All of us were shocked to know that at first, but we were on your side.
We only believe statements that you made,
and done various things to support you.
It's just to show our love, show our support, and let you know that,
WE are here for you...
But then, rumors started spreading around.
Both parties said different things.
News that people receive differ from varieties.
To be honest, I hated you at that time.
I hated you, because you were so selfish.
Because of your selfishness, you made everyone suffer from sleepless nights.
Because of your selfishness, you made countless people shed tears.
Because of your selfishness, people look down on us.
And because of your selfishness...Your selfishness..
You made us feel like an outsider,
when we thought we were always there for you,supporting you.
and yet you didn't even tell us what hardships you have been through.
Confused and unable to think straight at that time, i broke into tears so many times.
it felt like something important has disappeared.
It felt like the trust I always had in you, was betrayed.
it felt like oxygen being sucked out from the Earth, unable to breathe.
It felt like DEATH...
Frankly speaking, I thought of suicide for the first time in my life.
I always think that suicide, is the most stupid way of solving problems, and i never approve of that.
But for the really first time, I thought of it...
I told my friends about it, and they say I'm crazy.
Why?? Cuz you are like oxygen to me.
Without you, how can i go on??
As time goes by, things are getting clearer.
You showed us your persistence,
you showed us your love and faith.
And in return, we gained back our trust in you.
We decided to keep the faith in you.
Some may have left, but we are still here for you.
We believe the decisions you made,
we respect the decisions you made.
Because we know we are unable to separate from each other now.
This, had made our bonds became stronger, trust greater, existence forever..
I hope this will end soon, and end peacefully.
I hope no one gets hurt.
I just want you guys to smile again, smile again with your hearts..That's all...
I too, hope there will be the 7th anniversary, 8th anniversary, 9th anniversary, 10 anniversary and keep going on until we are too weak to breathe together.
until then, we will meet each other in heaven, and continue our love there~
TVXQ!, Cassiopeia will be fighting together with you!!!! Let us
Always Keep The Faith~
no matter you are
동방신기,TVXQ!, TVfXQ, Tohoshinki, Gods Rising From The East, Dong Bang Shin Ki, or
东方神起,
you are still the 5 guys that we will love eternally~~
윤호 U-Know
창민 Max
재중 Hero
유천 Micky
준수 Xiah
*Always 5, Forever 5, Eternal 5~
사랑해요, 믿어요....
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